Today, I'm going through the hard drives and back-ups of everything I've done for the past 7-8 years of ministry. I've copied and pasted and deleted many many files. As I look through and see what's been accomplished in the past years, I smile. I also well-up as I wonder what's going to happen? What;s going to happen with my kids? What's going to happen to me?
I started going down the dangerous path of "Why am I doing this?" It's a legitimate question, but sinful in its lack of faith. God has an amazing plan for us! I know it! It's just hard to think about as your looking at old videos and photos of your kids - a lot of them who have already grown up and gone off to college.
Is this pit in my stomach going to heal? Yes. I believe it is; but only with lots of prayer, hugs and patience.
I love you Jesus!
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